flustered thoughts

2009-02-21T18:48:00.001+08:00

I shifted.
If you found it, hurray for you :)

not even in xanga anymore.
(hint: blogger still )

2009-02-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hello! So I'm finally back.

You know how the whole 'O' level thing is a big fuss? Well it's getting on my nerves kay.
Remedials make no sense anymore. Like we have it almost everyday -.-
+the A1 students are going in exception of those constantly failing.
(what kind of 'strategy' is this?!) I mean, c'mmon. You gotta give me the benefit of the doubt right? Surely there wil be uneven development literally.
(I know, I know. the whole geography thing is getting to my head)
Well, if they raise the A1s to get better A1s, just to boost the school's value system, I think that is utterly selfish of the school.

Understood that they wna bring up the name of the school, but then we pay good money so as to get help from them to excel.
And yet, my geogrpahy teacher quoted as such:

"it is not my problem that you guys fail. Even if I finish the syllabus just a week before your exams, I have done my job"

In fact, I feel she wouldn't have completed her job!
Nevermind those helpless stuents. What about the diligent ones? What a moronic move!
Total what the hell inscripted on my forhead k!

Anyw, my schedule is like totally full! I am like a total busy person.
Teachers're giving impossible workload, they are not helping, which equalz out to nothing!
No resultz come out! ZILCH.

Mrs Yeo is very intelligent. Me love her manyz.
I liked her witty speech on the whole "why our students can't pass" thing.
haha, total laughoutloudz.

K, you know what I realised? I haven't written this long in like 38720847816578620 years! :D:D
I am so proud of myself. mwahahah!
K, I love you people. My mum is purposely not sending the computer for repair. -.-
Bummed!

Bye.
Love
xoxo
Kissez.
and for you unstisfied bi-atchez: Glarez, :D

2009-01-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

I need a study buddy pronto.
:(

2009-01-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm back. (At least, I think I am)
School's a drool. Homework all day long.
I got new running shoes. Oh so lovely :D

So v.happy. NewBalance.
Yeah! A reason for me to start running and working out! :D:D:D

Goodbye.
My computer's still down. Crud!

Impulse

2009-01-04T11:39:00.002+08:00

Your pair of favourite pants get caught in the wheel of some strange bicycle.
You want to get it out, but the only way is to tug at it.
You know if you do, the thread'll soon start to come off slowly.
If you don't however, you'd forever be stuck in that problem.

Well, that's what I'm contemplating right now.
I'm currently stuck in this warphole. All I try to do is tug.
The more I do, the more I feel he's slipping away. Very sad to say, I don't think he notices it.
So I try to get it off my back by praying for a miracle that somehow, that favourite pants of mine comes off on its own willingly so I don't have to bear the pain of seein it slowly disappearing.
-

Maybe the above metaphor may sound somewhat disturbing and hard to believe, but it is true. I made it on my own, on my own personal impulse.
What intrigued me was..............never you mind.

It doesn't matter anymore.
I said words that couldn't be taken back.
As of yesterday, that favourite pants of mine, are being resented and pulled off that strainge wheel of the bicycle.

My comp's dead.
I'm dead.
So long, dear onez.

We were never supposed

2008-12-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

So the holidays're coming to an end.
Now I want it to be lengthened.
Humans're never satisfied, as they say it. It is oh so true, I believe.
Lengthened because I want more to time to study for my biology test, more time to finish my Amath homework. More time to catch up on all my other work. Sigh, motivation sets in at the wrong time!

Righto, so yesterday had another picnic outing @ ECP (East Coast Park, please try to keep up with my acronyms). I went there in the morning with my mum by transportation of lorry. Cool ride :D super love it. so reached there, glumpy mood because I have no companion and my brother's asleep at home -___-
So then I played with my angmoh cousin up till a certain point then I had no other companion but the old aunties. They're kinda cool, I feel so young around them ^_^v (for obvious reasons!)
In the later part, it involved me having my handphone in my pocket and me rolling over the ball and into the seawater. super wtf!
So as you can guess (with own common sense) that my phone is dead right now. :(
Went out with Aunty Rahimah and gang, to vivo. First time ever, wearing basketball shorts and an oversized-tee there. LOL, haven never thought it was possible!! :D

Reached home, slept at a time close to 2am.
Had to wake up early for OAC commitment x_x
As predicted, woke up late. Still got to school in the time given: 8am.
BUT (THE BIG BUT MIGHT I ADD) teacher was still having her breakfast when we called.
WOW, so bummed.! Waited about 45 minutes.
Got on with the whole programme.

Right! As promise to Leong Jianing, I am gonna tell you readers the stupidest thing I have ever done today (not the stupidest thing i ever did in my life. I've done stupiderder):

As I was walking and teasing my OAC Junior, Shiva Sankariaaaa, I had my arm
wrapped around her neck area. (Note that I was facing her and not looking where
I was going, the whole time i was teasing her) It so happened that we had to go
under this shaded area to get to where we wanted. And then that is where it
happened: I ran into a pole. like really in a cartoonish way, unintentionally!
SERIOUSLY.

Jianing straight away dropped laughing. She can just drop dead la!
(pui, I don't mean it :X, she's flying off today/tomorrow. I wish her enough ;) )

So, to end this off,
I hit a pole
I wish Jianing enough ;)

2008-12-23T22:29:00.001+08:00

Grapes are purple

Carry on like nothing's wrong

2008-12-21T18:39:00.008+08:00

I got a man with 2 left feet :)

EAGLES award and good progress award. I had a letter for Bursary but I do not qualify :O So in total I have $300 stached with the government right now. SUPER YAYYY.

I have this urge to really spend it. I have thoughts of an iPod, clothes, shoes etc. But then its only 300. I miss my 500 :(, so silly of me to spend it on a handphone. but I was young then ;)

Righto, yesterday was CCI Social Night. I am so very sorry and utterly full of regret that I couldn't make it :(:(:( Bet it was tonz 'o fun/Tsk.

Started my revision on my Biology this morning when I woke up. I lost all my7 Amath homework, I have to redo -.- super crap. I hate Geometry. Gimme Algebra or Trigo or or or Diferentiation (almost forgot the word) any day, but Geometry? Forget it bub, you'd have lost Sakinah there.

Seriously have a new phobia majorexamonia (SEEEEEEE. it is real!) This is where you are supposed to gasp. GASP!
I had a dream I was taking the 'O' levels in the hall, and I was sitted in the front row and and and my skirt suddenly flew up and everybody for some reason, had their heads all raised (at the same time, like in those poorly directed unrealistic films) to my candy coated underpanties. WHY THE HECK WERE THEY CANDYCOATED?! Not as if I would want a treat and bend over my skirt to lick or chew my PANTIES!

Kay, I think I'm gonna throw up just about now.

I'm done for the day. Tell everyone I'm dead.

this goes beyond my vocabulary

2008-12-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

You know, I'm just gonna come out straight okay.

~~Zulaika~~ IRA from PHSS. Crap you :)

You suck ass alright? If you cannot take it that I draw close to guys because I like making friends with guys, then you're super immaturez aites :D

Anyw, past few days (3 to be exact) have been totally awesome :D

I got my new braziliano praias! :D:D:D:D

For that, I'm gonna sing a song

(according to "barbie girl" tune by Aqua)

I'm a happy girl

In this happy world

Life in bliss,

its fantastic.

You can buy me praias,

I'll be jumping everywhere.

I love my daddy, he's the best

Okay, doesn't really sound right. Nor does it go with the song, but who gives a damnnn. :D

Yesterday went to a Ben&Jerry's outlet @ Dempsey's Road w Farhan and gang.

Listened to music and ate ice cream. I had a brownie sundae :D

Watched Yes Man yesterday. Woohoo, a movie at midnight @ Vivo. Supa! :D

No more PT for OAC too. :D:D:D

Oh yeah, on Thursday had an outing with Dionne, super enjoyable except for the part where I got home all fatigue due to high fever :(:(:(

Hope she enjoyed too :) We took many picturez ;D

Anyw, my blog's getting abit dead now. 2009'll come and then I'll make it a routine. mwahah.

So long, suckerz.

(mainly ~~Zulaika~~IRA :D:D)

Placity was incomprehensive.

2008-12-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

because you know, things never last.

Everything's okay now, I think. I mean, we are talking...that's progress isn't it? Jianmin did make sense. We did quarrell alot, over the little things. Not really a we thing. I just find fault in everything he did, and I never really knew why :(

Well, I'm sorry and he can go on with whatever. I will just...concentrate on my present and most of all, future!

Tomorrow's Sentosa with Dionne! :D:D:D SUPAZ EXCITEEEED.Swimming and God knows what (!!!!!)

Saturday's studying with Jianmin :O Amath and Emath(literally eeeeeeee-math) LOL.

Nothing to blog = byebye~ :)

oh yah, today I made $70 for just cleaning three quarters of a tiny room :O YAY! :D me love grandmama veh veh veh much

Blame it on the many things I've done

2008-12-14T21:56:00.009+08:00

Maybe I wasn't clear enough when I told you I'm here to stay

Yesterday was Ihsan's birthday/

Happy 6th year, baby bro! :D

Just got back from today's East Coast Park picnic. Was disastrous in the beginning with the rain downpouring on me while I was put on a task to pitch up the tents (lame reason being that relatives took advantage of the ODAC members present -.-)

Really felt like packing up and go home. Was so caught up in frustration that I forgot the effort my uncle had put in to cook up a feast for the picnic.

People, when you go on regular picnics, you'd expect finger sandwiches or hotdogs at the most, right? But in a malay society, where people eat alot, that is never enough. Things like rice and heavy-duty stuff (on your stomachs) would be introduced into this humble picnic.

Anyw, swam and rode bikes. Mood was pumped up! :D
(I think one 'o those guys waz attractive. Mu-k-tar) :X

Took lotsa picturez. It's been a long time since I took pictures yo. Like 2 months? :O WOW!
Bye, humanoidz. ;)

burn, you sickening zargon.

2008-12-12T18:47:00.003+08:00

What am I supposed to say if I'm not with you and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, again
-

I dno anything. I screw things up. I boss you around. I'm loud. I'm crude. I don't think befr I talk, hence I tend to hurt people more. I purposely demise your being.

"I think, therefore I am"

Bec of that, I am not. :(

then again, I don't understand your need for sucha worthless being like me.

People, cherish what you have. Think before you do.

URGENT!

2008-12-11T11:11:00.003+08:00

$160/pax/4 sessions

Talking about Amath group tuition for Secondary 4 students of 2009!
I am in need of 2 more people to fill the group of 4 students!

The tutor's good, no worries.
If interested, contact me via complacent.identity@hotmail.com
Thank you!

(note: I'm part of the group, and I want to start brushing up on my Amath ASAP, hence the urgency.)

Greatness within the beholder

2008-12-11T09:38:00.003+08:00

Because words were never easier for me to say/.

OAC PT yesterday I thought went kinda okay? I know during the whole new punishment module thingy, some of them got pissed. Y'know.

The part going to Malaysia was fun, though :D
Duh, c'mmon! With Dionne! &her mum is cool (H)
I like conversations with her, haha. Dionne says I speak adult! (:D:D:D:D:D:D)
Its just that someone kept acting like a kid. :)

Watched Twilight, didn't get to watch Quarantine. Another day, perhaps?
Why the heck has it got to be NC16 -.-!
Seriously hate thiz. Me iz not happy!
Twilight was nice. (you gotta watch it before you read the book, then you'd enjoy it. too bad for Dionne, the pansy) I cried! :(

Wanted to buy a bag, but was relstant. So now I have a hundred over malaysian moneys -.-
I must go shopping in Malaysia with Dionne properly.

Her mum/dad make a mean cream sauce :)
When I say that, I mean its deliciouso.! :D
Dionne still like the tomatoey one better. Pfft, no taste.
:X

PUNCHLINE: SMELL OF SHIT-FACE!

bye, good humanoids

Zelamat Hari Raya Haji

2008-12-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

Today marks Hari Raya Haji :)
I wish the muslims all around, a happy Haji.
For those at Hajj, I wish them well :3

Right, I have a xanga now.
(they should call it zanga, since its literally pronounced as zzz-ang-ga)
Its excrutiatingly difficult to decipher. But I think I'm getting the hang of it :D
I even made my own skin! I am freaking proud of it since I used up 3 hours to make it (!!!!!!!)

Editting posts and the "theme" gets very irksome.
I still think blogger is much more efficient :)
But I like xanga for its smilies :O
Their smilies're irresistable! :D:D

So now, officially, I have 2 web blogs. :O
Find it if you can ;) Not gonna reveal it, teehee!
Happy venturing!

You're all that I hope to find, in every single way

2008-12-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hello humanoidz.
Back from OBS. Accomplished so many things this holiday, and I'm proud of myself :D
So now I'm all beat, and only am gonna update about today's happeningz. :)

Today woke up early in the morning to get my ass moving to OutramPark for Flag Day. Yes, I waz one'o those people holding tabungs(malay for donation bins).
Funny part: didn't know how to approach people.
I myself am aware I absolutley hate it when individuals on the street with flyers/donation bins approach me one after another. So I deterred from doing it :D

Managed to finish one strip of stickers.
Really, this experience taught me alot: DONATE TO THE FREKING PITIFUL VOLUNTEERZ! They stand there in the early morning to help out the needy, and all they get are being leered at, and all that.

You gots to give to the jokerz around S'pore.
You know, the ones who donate for the sake of the sticker.
Don't hide your face, I know you do it! Cause I do it too!
Here is how it goes: you get to the nearest volunteer, then you drop in minimal amounts of coins or even foreign coins(erk :S), just to get the pathetic unsticky sticker, and use it as a shield against the fiery dragons with their hunger for donations into their bins. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I know it! :D:D:D

Basic S'porean 101.
:)

So then I went on to Cineleisure w Jianing and Alicia. Crap, I accidentally shared my deepest darkest secret with them. (!!!!!!!!!!!)

I'm dead, bye.
will be back with picturez/updates for OBS

2008-11-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm super hooked to facebook games right now (o.o)
Funny how last time I couldn't stand facebook :O

I have not yet started packing for my OBS trip. And its in exactly one day's time. Tsk, Fangfang hasn't even looked @ the packing list. pangsai queen really CMI! Slap her North South East West.

Currently I'm typing away on Farhan's laptop. Just now I had dinner with him and his sister and my brother :) Wow, filled to the brim of my stomach. Only because food there's great :) My shirt came in the mail today :D Super love it :D:D:D

As tradition, come to Farhan's house; PLAY GUITAR HERO.
I know for some people it gets old and all that, But I'm not "some people".

To all OAC members reading: check OAC blog :), much thanks.

Brother's birthday

2008-11-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, BABY BRO!
He may be 14, he's still my baby bro :)

Grandma came by my house as tradition and let out all those funny "family tree" stories.
She bought KitKat for kiddies to share.
(psst, I'm still a kiddy aite)

Then later on went out to eat steak @ Arab St with whole fam (yes, including dad! :D)
Bought a swimming top - Body Glove.
(^_^)V
Def wna go Haji Lane with Dionne some day :D:D:D
Next year's traditional clothing day I'm for sure going with the kimono thing!
I saw 2nd handed one :D:D:D YAYYY! I'm gna drag Dionne in

Wee, I'm a happy girl. and I wna sleep.
love love love to you peoplexzs. :)

so high off the ground

2008-11-28T22:03:00.003+08:00

I wna dedicate this song to that backside^
(Except for the "make love" part -.-)LOL

Anyw! Yesterday went to Beach Rd w Leong Jianing to buy all my missing items in my OBS packing list (^_^)
The long sleeved tees $10 each (o.o)-'- Then the track pants $9 each (O.O)???
Seriously, recession over sias. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Anyw, bought the other stuffz and left there to go to Collyer Quay (wherever that is)
The place is smaller in the day than in the night :O
Let me tell you why Jianing's fit to be a dang tour guide aite!

This japanese tour guide was sightseeing and approached the spastic pair (me and
Jianing) to ask where the "fish lion" is, in their strong accent. I swear, i
thought he was talking about a species of fish, and i was thinking: "why the
heck is he asking me to spot a species of fish in the dang ocean?!" and i almost
answered "Sentosa", 'till Jianing figured it was the merlion, and she said
"Merlion Park"

WOW, I didn't even know there was such a thing -.-
(Applause for Jianing). And she was like a typical tourist, taking picture of a doorway of the hotel -.- stupid girl. hhahahaha.
Then took spastic picturez.blablabla. Ended up @ Raffles Plaze and reminicsed about IFC. hahahhaa, my group real dumbdumb if compared to her group.
My group took 3462345723675863 buses, and covered so little checkpoints.
Her group took only 1(O-N-E) bus, and they covered damn alot (!!!!!!!)

Anyw!
We bought a brownie to share, its super nice! :D:D:D
And we didn't eat it 'till we reached Taka. So, you can imagine me to be the idiot carrying two forks. and if you were a passer-by, you'd think i'm a loon who escaped from IMH(Institute of Mental Health) by digging with forks.

If you really had that in mind, you belong in IMH, LOL. Cause everybody knows spoon work better :D

Then trailed to Admiralty to buy my missed bubble tea, and then cabbed home :)
Was super tired and mum confiscated the internet line thingy -.- Shit.
So thats why I posted tday :):):)

Enjoyed the day w Jianing, really. :)
PS, the contact lens thingy is stuck in my eyeball....i think.

Word of the day: FEELING/hweeeling. (hahahahahaa, inside joke)

Days you just want to let go, but you can't

2008-11-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

I've been rather irregular at this post thing :O
Anyways! I'm here, so no more complaining :D

Today went back to school (sidenote: i went back to school like 56549843646913484 times already this holiday -.-), for OBS briefing !!!!!
I really don't feel like going already. Really, seriously. But then again the amount I gots to pay if I back out last minute, is high! ($367.50, I think. I only remembered the 50cents part) I dno what the 50 cents is for though. (maybe part of service tax?)
That amount can get me to get an iPod -.-! So, I'm just going.

5 day 4 night camp @ ubin. Shitto macburger (!!!!!!!).
And it commences next Monday -.- THATS LIKE 4-5 DAYS MORE, like what!
Really discouraged right now. But its the thought of the iPod that keeps my will to go stronger
(stupid, I know. LOL)

Cabbed to school with Jianing (the backside woke up when I reached Woodlands -.-) and reached like damn early @ 9.43 am. Meeting starts at 10 am, btw.
Anyw, the pangsai queen came along (haha) later abit :O
Then blablabla, the meeting only lasted less than an hour -.- LIKE THAT MIGHT AS WELL SEND EMAIL HOR. Waste energy to wake up early early and waste money go to school (%$@#^).

Talked to Ms Puah about her taking ODAC back :D:D:D:D:D SHE'S IN CHARGE AGAIN, YAY!
Then bargained with Mr Hu to search for a decent chalet. Couldn't find one -.-
Even had the thought for booking chalet for next year's June Holiday :X (true Singaporeans, I guess? -pointing out the kiasuness of s'poreans.)

On the way out of school, so unlucky to have bumped into my mum.
Shit, Fang and Ning must've had fun laughing at the idea of me being like my mum hor (!!!!)
walked to vista, didn't find what we were looking for....so we split ways; Fang went home, me and Ning went to cwp. :O
Had brunch there, meaning Macs. (seriously, sick of fast food now!)

Went to Guardian, bought something fr my aunt....yadayada
....WAH! Met my mum again. So dao mei (In chinese, it means unlucky)
Then had this comical conversation and stuff.

Said my byes to Jianing.
that reminds me! the ps I love you disc, she havent passed to me (!!!!!)
Cabbed home with my mum, brother and cousin.

Got back home, layed myself down and then snoozed fr 2 hours tops.
Then lazed and lazed and lazed.
Then went to the shop to buy permanent marker.
(Oh yeah! My mum went to my school to buy school books for 2009)
Being itchy fingers, I started writing names for all the books.
Meaning my brothers' secondary 3 and primary 1 books.
(too lazy to do wrapping, haha)

Miss talking to a certain someone, I won't say.
+Miss Dionne to the mazxcs.

IFC

2008-11-24T12:25:00.004+08:00

21st - 23rd November 2008
International Friendship Camp.

Proud Participants:

Canadian International School
Christ Church Secondary
Compassvale Secondary
Delhi Public School
Nanyang Junior College
Pasir Ris Secondary
Pei Hwa Secondary
United World College (SEA)
Waseda Shibuya Senior High School

Camp was AWEFUL! Not awful, but awe-full!
Made friends from the different schools. Had tiffs with some of them, but this is life, no? :)

Stonerz, group 7.
Jade, Sakinah, Jeremy, Eugene, Mihir, Ashya, Jamie, Eddy, Naqib, Zulaika, Clara, Tsuyoshi, Tomohiro and Daiki.
This team has character :):):) Glad to be part of it.
Its just that not all of us got well together, some of us did clique well though.
Such as the tiensai hime (me), cute boywhatever (Naqib), makeup boyhaha (Jeremy) and french canadian (Jade); we really did bond :), well at least I thought so.

Highlights of the camp: Downtown Rendezvous (amazing race downtown), Discovering New Worlds (campfire).

Pictures will be uploaded another time :) I'm a lousy barnacle at these post activity posts. :D
I'm a random subject girl :D:D:D

yesterday I had a rough day with a certain someone, and I'm sorry.
Bye, humanz!

Because maybe we weren't supposed to

2008-11-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

I am a lazy scallop, thank you! :)

*updates soon.

I fake a smile so he won't see

2008-11-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

P.S I love you, is sucha nice story.
I bet 'till now Fadhir hasn't finished -.- (He had a headstart, and yet he is like a fifth of the book)
Jianing I know you are sweetie, LEND ME THE MOVIE (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

As of this Friday, I'll finally have something to blog about!
No more aimless posts

Anyway, I feel bored.
I want to get on with the comedies, byebye!

Meddled in the wrong set of games

2008-11-18T20:26:00.003+08:00

Continuim of yesterday was that I watched Madagascar :D
....finally!
Next up: Twilight (!!!!!!!!!!), The city of ember

I wna go to the gym, I feel like a real pig sitting at home.
Anyone up for it? :/
Shite.
I wna go for chalet but then not sure if have any opening for the one at Changi (!)
2 years never go already, gotta miss the place!

I figured my new fringe is too short >:(
Screw it, I'm gonna pin it up.

I had a dream today. A 3-hour long dream! (3 hours are in real time, not dream time. LOL)
the guy was really hot. (teehee! a girl can dream, can't she?!)
And he saved me from monsters! :D:D:D:D How hot is that? :D:D:D:D

Speaking of monsters, I want to watch Monsters vs. Aliens!

My holidays so far have not reach its high time :/
so, it seems pretty broing here on my blog.
Also plus the fact that my camera's down and out...
sheesh, worst holiday ever :(

Miss Dionne like nothing I have ever missed before.
(In case it sounds like I don't miss her, it actually means I miss her? LOL)

Bye, peoplez.

Often those words get tangled up in the lies

2008-11-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

My hair's cut already :)
Happy about it. Never thought I would end up with this kinda hair style.
Dionne and the hairdresser, Aunty June, made the decision for me because I being an undecisive bastard. So, now I'm super satisfied with it :D

(I will not post pictures of my hair up, I think its stupid to flaunt -.-)

Anyway, had a good time with Dionne until I met with my mum (!!!!!!!!)
Won't elaborate on it, though. I think I was probably being overly sensitive about the whole issue. Let's just say that I lost my appetite after the incident. And thereafter, things started getting shittier; people started cancelling plans that I made with them before-hand to go for other plans that they unconsiderately made last minute. Sheesh!

So tempted to get them hair extensions (!!!!!!!!!)
But then again, I don't know if my parents'll allow it :/
I have no guts to even put the question out to my dad. (Not that he isn't a pleasant person, but he has his ways of turning simple questions to questions you regretted asking)

Oh well, this grump better get some sleep.
Goodnight, peoplez.
Fadhir, ku sayangkan mu.

Don't tell me you're sorry when you're not

2008-11-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

I am wow-ed by GH World Tour :D:D:D
Super happy I got to play it.
If you nooobsters out there don't know a nut about what I'm saying....
....its a new version of Guitar Hero. This version has got a drum set and vocals all in place. And a new type of guitar. What I heard from Farhan is that its $300!!! (His mother has an awesome job, so I guess its peanuts to them. How lucky of him)

Anyw, before even getting to his house to start playing, we went out to West Coast Park and then to West Coast Plaza. Maybe some 'o yous aren't familiar with the place as it used to be called Ginza Plaza. Ring a bell? It went under construction and now its open, but still under partial construction. I must say, the makan places there, so gerek. Esp the one on the second floor (if I am not mistaken). Its a Japanese Restaurant called MOF Japanese Sweets and Dessert. Awesome sushi at awesome prices :) They have an array of Japanese desserts too! I would recommend the place to all those Japanese fanatics to dine there. Experience the eatery of Japan in the heart of Singapore :)

Tomorrow I've made an appointment to cut hair at my mom's friend's place. She has a mini salon in her house, super cool right? Catch is she only does appointments. She's good :) I'll be going there with Dionne. We're gonna pick hairstyles for each other. Dionne also wants to get something else? But I can't quite remember what it was :O

Anyway, now I'm actually busy typing away on Marissa's mini laptop/word processor. She said she got it at a thousand dollarz. I' starting to fall in love with it :D:D:D

Looking for a guitar tutor who is patient with a noob like me :)

Lately, dad has brought up things like "i haven't done (particular activity he is doing now) for my daughter since she was a small girl, have i?". Kinda sad, really :(
Mum also has been opening up to me now. Its getting to me :(

So long, dear one.
Me lovexzs smexy baby much.

You could be my addiction

2008-11-16T10:20:00.005+08:00

Hello, fellow being who roam this deteriorating surface we know as Earth.
I just changed my everything for the satisfaction that no obsessive hacker would be able to go through.

Anyway! If you had followed up from my previous blog, (which was hacked terribly) I haven't updated much. I don't apologise for it becuase I go at my own pace :)
Holidays're a killer to my physical and mental being. Not a relaxation thing at all. I'm now undergoing the "Cold Turkey process" for my serious addiction to sweeties. I dare not look at my weight, eek! Just the thought of looking at the mirror buttnaked irks me. I'm so overweight now :(

Also, its hard for me to go blogshopping if my wallet is empty! But my part time job is slow sailing :) Once I get the money, there's no stopping me already MWAHAHAHAHA. (wtf am I saying -.-)

Farhan has the new Guitar Hero World Tour (!!!!!!)
I want to play!
Lately, dad has been tutoring me. He admits he's harsher on me than any of his students. I knwo its for my own good. As long as I know his intentions, none of you nitwits need to know any more :)

Madagascar, Ice Age (!!!!)
I want to watch. In fact, I have alot of movies in mind, that I want to watch.
DVD rentals (!!!!!!), seriously love the horror movies.
I want to cut my hair, go roller blading, join a netball Association, get an iPod, all-in-all; i have the urge to spend spend spend!

Gosh :(

I also want to go workout. GRRRRR, I hate this feeling of helplessness.
WHERE IS A WORKOUT BUDDY WHEN I NEED ONE.
My basketball buddy gone byebye a long time ago :( I miss her and her bouncy pro-body.!

My daddy has been home since the holiday commenced. Am happy! ..and yet I;m not thrilled at the same time? I dno :(
I'm so hard to satisfy -.- %$#@!
Anyway! I think I'm gonna get my butt moving for that Guitar Hero date :D

Goodbye, homiez.

me love Fadhir manyz, mwah!